Your Love

He's coming to lecture Monday, how cool is that?

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Charles_Townes

life seems doable.
more options.

tetanus shot today. 04/16/07
i was walking on channing.
past mrs fields
not paying attention, i didn't notice the ugly crack in the sidewalk
and splat!
i think i even flew.
so now, my hand's all wrapped up
and i got a tetanus shot!
yay! i won't get lockjaw!

a month to go.

the future is now.

i really miss home.
i miss the valley.
i miss the people.
i miss my friends.
i miss shopping.
i miss eating GOOD food.
i miss having fun everyday.
i miss the carelessness.
i miss having AURA drive me around with the radio blasting.
i miss telling AURA my thoughts and remarks. it's just not the same over the phone or online.
i miss my house, my room, my bathroom, my shower, my PARENTS!
i miss the sun, the weather, the GLOW of everything that makes it SoCal.

♥ home sweet home ♥

http://www.nytimes.com/2007/03/22/world/europe/22cnd-germany.html?hp

A German judge rejects divorce for a Muslim woman who had cited domestic violence. The judge, citing the Koran, claimed that the domestic violence was a part of her culture and that it is not a hardship. Seriously, what was she thinking?

In other news, SPRING BREAK!

http://www.sciam.com/article.cfm?articleid=5244F57C-E7F2-99DF-3E40BA295C3DCC0A

There's a reason as to why 300 made 27 MILLION dollars one day.

It's the best fucking movie ever...well, in  a long time.


" This is SPARTA!"
















Stelios. How awesome is this?













I'm glad I got to watch this movie the day it premiered.
I know that there are people out there criticizing this movie for historical inaccuracy, but seriously, I hope people are smart enough to realize that there wasn't any hunchbacks, giant monster men, or killer mammals in the 5th century.

"The deepest human defeat suffered by human beings is constituted by the difference between what one was capable of becoming and what one has in fact become."

- Ashley Montagu, anthropologist and humanist

Happy Valentine's Day!

Home Friday. :]

THREE midterms the week after. :[

“When we don't know who to hate, we hate ourselves.”

Chuck Palahniuk

why do i endlessly feel sleepy? i'm always in a perpetual coma of some sort. being there, but not really there. it's worse when i know i should be alert, and i'm not. i don't want to have regrets. and i don't know who i am going to be. it sounds uberly retarded, but it amazes me that we're all reaching adulthood and we have yet to know what we're going to do with the rest of our lives. or maybe that's a good thing. i don't know. let's wait ten years and see who i've become and the way everything turned out. everything always look better in hindsight. why am i babbling?
seriously. WAKE UP!

It's time to grow up.

I've been getting a lot of hang nails and broken nails. It irks me so much. I rips everything and tore the stitching in a shirt. :[

I also have found a new singer I totally love- Teddy Geiger. His songs are really good.

But listening to his songs made me realize how much I've changed since high school. The music is totally different. Really, how much have I changed?

I've been drinking the Godiva Belgian Blend Drinks from the GBC and they're realllly good. But I think I drank too much...I feel a bit icky. I need to be weened off that thing.

Anyways, back to work.

ochem sucks. i hate studying for it, it's all too simple and complex at the same time. but yay! it's my last semester of ochem, so woot! that is until UPPER DIVS hit. but until then, i'm HOME FREE! it's my last stretch, i just need to get through this and i'm a winner. and i know that in hindsight, this will probably seem so easy compared to what i will learn and do then. oh well.
........ and milestone coming up this sunday! i'm turning 20! yes i'm very old. OLD. ALIVE FOR TWO DECADES!

.time to grow up.

So how am I feeling today?

http://www.nytimes.com/2006/11/03/world/asia/03aging.html?hp&ex=1162616400&en=7c97c89b18cef5a4&ei=5094&partner=homepage

At 7:45 today, the US Population hit 300,000,000

http://news.bbc.co.uk/2/hi/middle_east/6053688.stm

i've decided not to say anything about this.

"I just wanted to hold you in my arms."

I don't get stressed often. But when I do, I stress out MAJORLY. I can't stand the feeling. it's like my chest is about to explode. I can't stand anything when I feel like this. I apologize to anyone I was a bitch too.

Life is just okay i guess. I feel tired and overwhelmed, by I don't know what. This year seems to be more stable and what not, but I sometimes wish that everything was somewhat better. I guess, it's hard to be satisfied. Anyways, I sometimes hate the way I am; being overly obssessive on something small and minute that noone else would give a second thought, or telling myself that I would study and read and do everything a good college student is supposed to do, but then I go and spend my day doing nothing meaningful or productive. but then again ... sigh. none of this really matters. there's no meaning to life, no purpose to life. we just live, breathe, and do. so this really has no meaning at all. but i hate seeing the minutes fly by, wasted. what a conundrum. no it isn't really. i'm just rambling because i don't want to read physics.